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agilebritOver four thousand words in two days. This is not a record for me, but it's very shiny output indeed. I've beaten the crap out of Ben physically rather than emotionally (for once), beaten the crap out of the Lady!Vamp emotionally, and had Ben attempt to make progress in getting desensitized to the Emergency Werewolf Containment System.
I figured out how she's going to seduce him. (Because I'm evil.)
I need to figure out how he's going to end up back on the table with needles in his arms. (Because I'm very evil.)
I need to figure out what Janni's been doing all this time. (This has nothing to do with how evil I am; it's just something I need to do.)
However, I've been up since godawful o'clock, and I think it's time for me to go to bed and mull thins over. This will involve evicting the Gray Cat from my legs, but since I've been here all night and she's just now decided to grace me with Her Royal Presence, maybe she'll learn to sit on me earlier in the evening.
So. Word count. Over 16,000. Go, me.
I still have no idea how I'm going to end this.
I figured out how she's going to seduce him. (Because I'm evil.)
I need to figure out how he's going to end up back on the table with needles in his arms. (Because I'm very evil.)
I need to figure out what Janni's been doing all this time. (This has nothing to do with how evil I am; it's just something I need to do.)
However, I've been up since godawful o'clock, and I think it's time for me to go to bed and mull thins over. This will involve evicting the Gray Cat from my legs, but since I've been here all night and she's just now decided to grace me with Her Royal Presence, maybe she'll learn to sit on me earlier in the evening.
So. Word count. Over 16,000. Go, me.
I still have no idea how I'm going to end this.
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Date: 2009-05-06 06:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-06 05:33 pm (UTC)NOPE. He's spiraling farther and farther down, he's asked the Lady!Vamp to kill him more than once (and is getting ready to do it again, because that scene sprang full-blown into my brain--which is evil, have I mentioned that?--this morning), and things look pretty hopeless for him. His only bright spot is Janni, but he's pretty much figured out that he's stuck here and is never going to see her again.
Of course, I am going to rescue him, and he is getting out of this. But he doesn't know that. And he's fracturing into new and different shapes just so he can survive, even though he's not sure he wants to.
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Date: 2009-05-07 06:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-07 06:17 am (UTC)I'm not even sure I'm halfway to breaking him, either. I mean, yeah, he's broken, but I have plans for him even beyond what I've already done. Honestly, this may be delving into horror, because it's just scene after scene of him spiraling lower and lower.
I realized today that Ben hasn't smiled once in this thing. He's "bared his teeth in a gesture that wasn't a smile," but a genuine smile? No. And I need to have him do it, just one time, so she can say "You're pretty when you smile, puppy; you should do it more often." And then he can snark back that nothing in this place gives him anything to smile about.
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Date: 2009-05-06 07:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-06 05:40 pm (UTC)